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[lbd_nytetrayn]

Ladies and gentlemen, good evening...

It's been awhile since I've posted in this spot, far longer than I had intended it to be. But some things have gone on.

For starters, things aren't really better. Not greatly, anyway. I do have work, but it's a temporary deal; a few weeks, not even enough to make rent in all likelyhood, but at least it should help keep us a little bit afloat for a bit longer as we try and get the bill collectors off our backs.

Finding work hasn't exactly gone well, and in truth, I feel more like I've been jerked around in the hunt than anything. I won't go into details, but there was one experience that has helped reinvigorate me in my search, though.

I stopped working on PMO because I thought it was distracting me, but I came to find out that these days, I think I really need it. Depression came back and hit hard on me, and getting along became a struggle. I couldn't even be bothered to post in my LiveJournal, as some of you may have noticed.

I probably hit my lowest levels during this period as well, but I've managed to pull myself back up, with some help, of course. The kind of "nothing matters" sort of level, where even the stuff that normally keeps me sane wasn't really of significance.

I'm a bit better now, but unfortunately, you just never know what may trigger this stuff.

I don't know where I'm going with this, I feel a bit like I'm rambling. Let's just say we're not in the gutter yet, but we've got a decent spot on the curb.

HOPEFULLY things will pick up. In the meantime, I hope people who use it can get PMO back into its former numbers (yeah, only about 170+ per day on average), maybe spread a little word about it.

Maybe I can write more later, if anyone's interested.

--LBD "Nytetrayn"

Comments

[shinkuu.livejournal.com]

Well, damn. At least you've got something, which is at least a little better than nothing? I am glad to see PMO back!

[starnik.livejournal.com]

You could always try and make PoisonMushroom.org into a business, I suppose... Sell advertising space, merchandise, ect. After all, if you're getting 170+ unique hits a day, you've got a fairly nice start on a fanbase....

[lbd-nytetrayn.livejournal.com]

The ad space is kind of a rough bit... not sure I'm generating enough hits to do much other than Google.

Besides, my time away has dropped my hits to around 40 a day, I need to rebuild...

Well, 58 yesterday...

--LBD "Nytetrayn"

[drneko.livejournal.com]

Glad to hear from you again. I hope things will work out for you soon. As for your web site, I do believe you can get at least some money from ads. I'm currently using Google Adsense. Since your site has tons of content (especially news and articles), you should earn a pretty penny. Don't get discouraged if you get a small ammount in the beginning; it builds up over time.

[igosplashman.livejournal.com]

Just today I started wondering why you didn't even post in LJ anymore.
Great to see you back!

[theunknowneo.livejournal.com]

Glad to see you're back. Job hunting is hard.
You also have a easy to remember site address and it's pretty helpful.

[magnus-samma.livejournal.com]

Welcome back. :D

[bpmomega.livejournal.com]

Hey, pal. Good to see you're alive and kicking.

But, could you stop the kicking? It kinda hurts.

[mutant-buster.livejournal.com]

Oh thank god! this is going save me hours per day!!!

[lbd-nytetrayn.livejournal.com]

And take me hours per day! XD

--LBD "Nytetrayn"

[zaphy.livejournal.com]

WB :D At least you've got SOMETHING for now. God, that sucks.

Good to see PMO back again.

[lbd-nytetrayn.livejournal.com]

Heh, thanks. :)

--LBD "Nytetrayn"

[anotherdelta.livejournal.com]

Good to see you back in action, and that you're feeling better.

[anotherdelta.livejournal.com]

Oh, and your banner makes a funky optical illusion.

[lbd-nytetrayn.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know, isn't that wild? I found that out only after I'd made the post. :D

Need to discuss some PMO stuff with you at some point, btw. Hopefully minor stuff.

--LBD "Nytetrayn"

[lbd-nytetrayn.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

--LBD "Nytetrayn"